Almost lovers

That is a very sad song.

Moving on.

Do you know what is a really awesome topic? Plastic.

Plastic is useful.
Plastic is strong.
Plastic is soft.
Plastic is fake.
Plastic is thin.
Plastic melts.
Plastic breaks.
Plastic bends.
Plastic snaps.

Plastic is plastic.

"You wont cry for my absence, I know. You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I would sacrifice, you wouldn't try for me not now. Thought I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone."


My barkada is fine... Just a little case of emotional crisis. Hehe.

HAAAAAY. Si Muni kasi.. hahahahaha but i'm glad you're ok muni...

As for sanyo, get out. get out. get out. leave me alone na.

Things.

THINGS:

1st thing: IT'S not over.
2nd thing: ROXY'S 18
3rd thing: SHE'S OLD
4th thing: I met him.
5th thing: Guess who's next?! Hi Ina.

Happiness. And Sadness. Same thing.

Here's another thing.

"He initiated it.

it was his last. i was amused.

i couldn't believe it, I'd like to keep it..

. abstract.

its more interesting that way.

fun?

He initiated it.

'Have fun on your last night!'

that's only it, that's only why.

because it wasn't only me, it wasn't only him.

but let's keep it interesting.

shall we?

He initiated it.

i only reacted. accepted..

. His pull... fore fun.

that's only it. i was surprised.

i felt fun.

only?

He initiated it.

i had fun.

I'll try to keep it interesting..

. it was his last week, last day, last night.

yet it was mine.

but was it really?"

copyrighted.
written by: not my name (i'm serious. i didn't write it. my friend did.)

The Last Song I'm Wasting On You.

If you give up your way, you could be anything. If I gave up my way and lose myself, there would be too much guilt to pay. So please, not today... Sickened in the sun, you dare tell me you love me. But you held me down... And you know I'd never hurt you that way. I believed all your words and all your lies and made you pretend you loved me. When you close your eyes, we'd make believe, and I'd be anything for you. I don't hear you screaming anymore. Demanding my response, don't bother breaking the door down, I've found my way out and you'll never hurt me again.


Hi Ina!!! hehe Damn you're gonna kill me.

Lovely.

Roxy's debut is up and coming... Songs, Chords, Guitar, Pieces, NOTES... that's just.. 5% of her worries. But she's still happy dappy.

I'm really... sabaw. Recently I've been so... blah. Literally NO reaction to ANYTHING. I think I'm numb or something. I think. Maybe. Probably. Possibly.

Something about Silence.

Today, I woke up to read a message I didn't want to read. It was the beginning of the worst day ever. Stood up. Walked to my dad's lazy boy, sat down, and thought about what to reply to that message. (No one will understand what the hell I'm talking about.)

Walking into the train, I brushed my way through to find a seat. Minutes later, I found myself in deep thought. Since I did get annoyed at what I was thinking of, I realized something as I observed my surroundings. Everyone was silent.

Complete utter silence.

No matter how loud the outside "world" was, the train delivered silence pretty loudly.

I wonder why they were all so quiet. I mean, it was because they were alone and they had no one to talk to. I saw a few couples together, and they were all quiet as well. Nothing to talk about? I doubt it. I'm sure they had a lot in mind.

What did they have in mind?

A few things crossed my mind about that. Could it be that the economic status of the Philippines has brought the civilians to their lowest point in their lives? Money. Money.

Money.

Money.

That's the only reason why people work. It's the only reason why, people strive. Success? What's that all about? Money.

We have a whole EDUCATION SYSTEM built for MONEY. BUSINESS: ACCOUNTING (and I'm not just saying this because I despise accounting), FINANCE, ECONOMICS... and it just goes on.

CORRUPTION. How did that word come about? Money.

We live for MONEY. Greed? What the heck.

But because of MONEY, we learn to love, respect and to be honest. Not all, but some. Some that will teach more about what it takes to be noble.

Nobility.

Silence in train comes down to that.